Monday, July 7, 2008

Simon got home from Peter Mac on Friday at lunchtime and is heading up again tomorrow. It's so lovely when he is home and feeling well. We had a good and busy weekend and it went far too quickly!

I have to try not to think too much about him going away again and how often that will seem over the next 9 (yes, only 9!) weeks. I also have to focus on braveness. Last week the courtyard gate was open so I went out there in the dark to close it and heard rustling in the garden, I froze then ran back inside. I stood looking out the window for a moment then, knowing that I wouldn't sleep if I left it open, walked back out, stopped, picked up a rock and threw it into the shrubbery. Nothing. I went to pick up another rock to make sure whatever it was was either dead or gone, but it (the 'rock') turned out to be a screwed up tissue-yuk, so I just ran past the garden, shut the gate and ran back inside as fast as I could and fortunately wasn't killed. Yes, I need to focus on bravery.

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