Friday 15 Feb.

Friday 15 Feb.
Simon will be getting another blood test this evening to see if he can come home. It all seems a bit exhausting at the moment. I'm not sure whether to visit him or wait and see if he can come home, then wonderful David will drive up to get him. I find it hard making decisions anyway. The kids are desperate to see him. Simon is finding it really hard being up there so long and not knowing when he will be home (but was very grateful for another coffee drop by Carolyn!).

Days like today make it hard not to feel overwhelmed by the fact that this is what we need to get used to for the rest of the year. Nothing even bad has happened. I just miss him and am tired and don't like having to organise things and not be with Simon and Daisy, Kitty and Hugo as much as I would like. I'm glad I don't feel like this all of the time!